Choices.... Decisions.......... and All that .... with every decision that we make especially when it is not a wrong or a right decision there is always something negative that comes out of making that decision. A choice always impliles limiting because it takes the idea of two things that we have or more than two , and narrows it down thus disapointing us in some way of the opportunities we miss with all the options. I have a pretty big decision about my career that I have to make pretty soon. I mean I am an electronic media major speciliazing in audio. But .... I dont know if that is my real passion in life .... and I guess right now I am in this stage of just trying to figure out what I could do in life that would be my passion. I think that in whatever I do I want to impact people in some way. We all want that ..... to help change others. Well right now looks like I have to make a decision about an internship that will probably turn into my first job and that has to be made by this fall. It doesnt seem like the right time for a decision for this .... I dont feel capable of making this decision. College decisions were one thing but this is the real deal. So right now I am just trying to figure out if seminary is goin to be an option for me ....... I am thinking of doing my internship in either Alaska working with missionaries there and doing that type of ministry. Or going to Tucson, Arizona and working with Family Life Radio and impacting people through radio by maybe doing some sort of counseling through the radio. Also there are possibilities for maybe Focus on the Family , or I wouldnt mind ending up in Philadelphia where I could go to school either. Its just a sort of wierd/difficult time in my life because in some ways I feel like I have no stability and really I have to rely on God. It is going to be very difficult launching out on this adventure with just God and myself but for right now thats what it is looking like its going to be. Its His plan though , not mine , so im excited/scared and all of the above waiting for God to bring me the strength to stand alone and/or somebody to help in this:) untill next time ..... im still over anayalzing life...:)